Went to sleep early last night, was so tired after stressing about my Friday afternoon briefing and feeling drained by having T here full-time needing my support regarding his career and the election results. Slept a decent amount after having one glass of wine with dinner, got up with the sun, had breakfast ( Read more... )

Getting the blood draw was uneventful, though I always worry about picking up COVID from another patient when I go to my HMO. I wear a mask there and avoid touching anything. I haven't felt sick since December, when I caught COVID on a trip to LA, probably from somebody near me on the flight home -- even a mask doesn't help when you're near them ( Read more... )

This morning I went on a walk, then lifted weights, then took T to the train station. Did some chores -- haven't done all of them yet -- checked work emails -- decided not to do any work today. Then started playing with toys around 3pm. I'll have to take the trash/recycling out before 7am tomorrow, but no Maids, and no commute -- our office ( Read more... )

I basically hibernated yesterday, strong introvert avoidance of everything after a social weekend. Waking up at the condo on a Monday morning when I need to be at the house for a trash/telework day is tough on my anxiety ( Read more... )

up and out early to spend a day at the island with 350 other people for Family Day, and because T runs the place I had to greet nearly all of them like I were the First Lady or something, and then everybody acted like I was their friend for the rest of the day, so WTF ( Read more... )

hiding in Ben's hotel room by myself, in a weird and troubling mood, not sure why, vibe is not on, but, Ben will return in a bit and I bet we'll snuggle and nap,

first time I've allowed myself to live in his room at MAL instead of keeping him at a particular distance

After going out dancing and stuff last night, and then hanging out with MAB and his husband all afternoon (cocktails!) -- and I'm still full from lunch -- I just wanna stay in and snuggle with K & Kuma and watch a film on the big TV -- just wanna stay in and snuggle ( Read more... )

it's like mana in the RPG video games,

I consume my mana with all this fucking charisma on the job with everybody,

and I'm proud of my charisma, but it consumes mana, I can't be Charisma 18 24*7

Me: I just want you to snuggle me on the hotel bed while we listen to music for a while

K: OK

If I were to bet I'd bet that I skip the spanking party and luxuriate in Condo Time to Self All Day ( Read more... )